LOST LOVE
There comes a time when you think that what you are doing at that moment is extremely on to your actions not realizing that after few weeks, a shocking revelation is just waiting for that BIG surprise of your life.
Had I study the situations around it, perhaps the sadness and hurt I felt at that time would not have impacted me so much and it would be just another ordinary episode of the pages of my book story.
But, life is sometimes unpredictable and when it blows you unprepared. your whole world crashes to the ground in seconds.
Then you ask yourself, 'Where did I go wrong?" "Why didn't I see this before?" "What did I miss during this process?
So far, I've gotten a little over about it but still there in my heart. I know it would be coming back from time to time and when it does, I'll just welcome it quietly and then let it go peacefully.
I realized that we all go through some challenges and situations that appear so beautiful and heart warming at first but as you savor the wondrous excitement of its presence, unknowingly would bring to an undesirable end. Such is the experience of life, a magical moment, a mystery or a much more melancholic memory.
A continues, consistent and controlled connection with myself is much needed right now. That's how I would consider trudging my new path. It's waiting for me. It's wide open. Ir's very welcoming.
Good bye MY LOVE... until then...
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